Getting Out of The Boat

You may be familiar with the story in Matthew 14 about Peter walking on the water. If not, I’ll give you a little explanation. Jesus had just ministered to a multitude of people. At the end of the day, he sent the […]

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Life Lessons From My Christmas Tree

“Oh Christmas tree, oh Christmas tree, You’ll ever be unchanging, a symbol of goodwill and love!” My husband brings all the holiday cheer into our home. He loves to set up the Christmas lights outside, each year we get a few more […]

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The Hope And The Faith Melt The Bitterness Away

How? Because I trust that this will all be for my good. So why would I not be grateful? Here’s the thing-I wanted one blessing out of this life. Just one. I set my eyes on it and I will do everything […]

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A Heart of Thanksgiving

Let me start off by saying YOU CAN DO THIS! You’ve got this! You have conquered every day before this, you will conquer this one too. You were not put on this path to fail. You were not put on this path […]

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My Badge of Honor

I have this badge of honor, I wear it on my chest, I notice it most frequently on days that are not my best. It doesn’t shine and it is not seen by anyone but me. Sometimes I’ll show it off a […]

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Boundary Lessons From My Therapist

I started seeing a therapist a week ago. I was seeing one back when my husband first went into custody, but I didn’t feel like I was getting anything out of it. So I started seeing this new therapist last week. There […]

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Walking Through The Rubble

As I mentioned in my previous post, I felt like my life underwent an extreme natural disaster and I was living in the fallen pieces. I was walking through the rubble, staring at broken pieces of what used to be something so […]

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One Year Today

My husband went into custody one year ago today. I cannot figure out if I should celebrate, or cry. Honestly, neither feels right. My husband calls me every morning before he goes to work. He called me this morning and I knew […]

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Hello Halloween!

The holiday season has begun! As we approach my husband’s one year anniversary, I am finishing off celebrating things without him for the first time. This was my first halloween without him. I’m working on finding joy in every moment just as […]

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When It All Falls Apart

My life fell apart about a year and a half ago. When I say it fell apart, I mean it crumbled into a million pieces that I couldn’t pick up. I felt like I had just been in a major natural disaster […]

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