My Badge of Honor

I have this badge of honor, I wear it on my chest, I notice it most frequently on days that are not my best. It doesn’t shine and it is not seen by anyone but me. Sometimes I’ll show it off a […]

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Boundary Lessons From My Therapist

I started seeing a therapist a week ago. I was seeing one back when my husband first went into custody, but I didn’t feel like I was getting anything out of it. So I started seeing this new therapist last week. There […]

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Walking Through The Rubble

As I mentioned in my previous post, I felt like my life underwent an extreme natural disaster and I was living in the fallen pieces. I was walking through the rubble, staring at broken pieces of what used to be something so […]

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One Year Today

My husband went into custody one year ago today. I cannot figure out if I should celebrate, or cry. Honestly, neither feels right. My husband calls me every morning before he goes to work. He called me this morning and I knew […]

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Hello Halloween!

The holiday season has begun! As we approach my husband’s one year anniversary, I am finishing off celebrating things without him for the first time. This was my first halloween without him. I’m working on finding joy in every moment just as […]

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When It All Falls Apart

My life fell apart about a year and a half ago. When I say it fell apart, I mean it crumbled into a million pieces that I couldn’t pick up. I felt like I had just been in a major natural disaster […]

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The Vision

I’ve debated writing this blog for a little while now. I keep circling back around to it. One day, I want to write a book, one day, I want to be a life coach, but right now, I feel impressed to start […]

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